Well would you looky there. Two lines. Ummmmm. Freaks out. An hour later, "Dan you should get off the computer now. I have an early Valentine's Day present for you." "We're...we're having a baby aren't we." "Yep we are." To be honest I cried because I was scared. Me a parent? Where are we going to get the money from? My life is totally gonna change. How are we going to do this? Dan told me not to cry that things will be okay. I finally calmed down. Dan was freaking out on the inside but he was really there for me. Really sweet. Later that night he made me so happy. He spoke to my belly and said "No matter what I'm going to do my best to take care of you and your mommy." Of course I cried again, this time because I was happy.
The next day I got to make a bunch of phone calls and tell people all about you. First my dad and Diane, then my mom, then Katie, Tara and Mommyo. Of course Dan made his separate phone calls too. All the while we were shopping and going around town. We had Chipotle to celebrate. Later on I discovered some great websites about pregnancy and babies and I found out that when I found out about you, that you were the size of a poppy seed. And yes whether you are a boy or girl that will be your nickname for awhile. I love you little one. With each day brings more excitement to see you. And yes I'm gonna write about morning sickness and weird cravings and my thoughts about your nursery here. You might not ever read it. But if you do, know that you are worth it.
Love, your mommy (that felt weird to write :P )
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